i hate to think

     It's weird how we can go so long without talking and then go right back to how we were.

i can't explain how i feel when i see you and when we hangout, its like i don't have to try.

but now you're leaving and who knows when or if you will come back.

but I know we will always be best friends

 "many people walk in and out of your life, but only true friends

will leave footprints in your heart."

 I don't know where I will be if she leaves me here. you can have tons 

of friends but only that one makes a difference

california oh how i miss you

i want to go back now. spring break was oh too fun.
i hate scottsdale, tucson and arizona in general.
i need to go back to the beach.
seriously might move there for the summer... i hope

 can't drink for awhile though. my body died from drinking for 147ish hours straight

 i learned how to play a song finally. too bad i probably wont remember it

i did some things i'm not really proud of but i don't regret it. i had fun thats for sure. out of all of them, i wish i could at least remember your name though

 i really think i'm going to start training for the 1/2 marathon 

that is June 25th. i really think it's 

impossible for me though

we'll see i guess.

 and i'm going skydiving March 20th with Bailey and Madison

i figure there's no time better than now to start doing what i want to do

but i need to get the hell out of here.

home just isn't so homey

There it is again: the feeling of wanting to escape.

california in the morning tilll... forever

thank god

SPRING BREAK 2011 has officially begun!
no school tomorrow so early workout then scottsdale bound with Jessssssicaaaa at 830am! stopping at coffee bean on our way home :)

then tanning at lifetime fitness alll day!

then saturday, Caliiiii bound bright and early for the best spring break ever.

this is exactly where I want to stay forever.

soooooo ready to party with my bestssss! & find cute boyssss :)

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 loveeeeee

constant battle

so woke up again at 6am this morning to go to my personal training thing.i literally workout more than anyone I know and I'm still not skinny. I don't understand how this little girls can stuff their faces with deserts and all the worst foods, never work out, and still manage to stay like a toothpick....

sometimes I wish I was like that.... but I actually like working out

it makes me feel good, i just wish I could do it because I wanted to

not cause I HAVE to. 

I just want to be happy and confident with how my body looks. "I'm not on a diet, I'm just changing my life, one day at a time"

so Jessica convinced me to get a blog
& im ditching Tumblr and joining blogspot
YAY!

I'm thinking it might take me awhile to figure this outtt.
but that will have to wait cause its time to go work out for
the 2nd time today :/ ughh