it's finally hitting me that this year is over and everything's coming to an end
i don't want to grow up, i don't want time to go by so fast, and I don't want things to change.
just got back to my dorm from a goodbye dinner, I won't see any of my sorority girls all summer.
bailey is leaving me forever though.
at least I have the summer with jessica.
idk what i'm supposed to do without them next year.
i'm literally in a state of depression right now sitting alone in this empty jail cell.
listening to music, bawling my eyes out..... not okay. i hate this
why is it always the people that matter most that leave?
i wish i was going with them..
who's supposed to go to starbucks with me everyday?
& who do i call every spare minute i have
& sitt in the grasss for hours, & go to the gym & obsess over songs and coffeee,
& do yoga with in the middle of campus, & make drunk videos where we both look retarded
& make fun of me when i do dumb things (most of the time), & tell me when i'm being a bitch & make me laugh just by looking at me (or saying "kim laugh"), & scream the best songs at the top of our lungs in the car, & have dates with mormons & take spontaneous road trips, & read cosmo, & keep me from studying, & dance with & remind me to not take life so seriously & fight over dumb things
& take millions of pictures with & overdose on coffee, & do abs in the middle of studying & "ATTEMPT" all nighters & call really late at night even if the other one is sleeping & ask advise about our "boyfriends", & squeezing into a small twin bed for sleepovers, & taking naps together, & skip classes we really should go to & get tattoos of really good quotes across OUR CHESTS haha & get real tattoos (hopefully) & wake up super early to take shots & still make it through the night with me & talk to me on facebook when we are sitting right next to eachother, & accomplish missions with & just be there any time I need you and literally just every minute of this year that comes to mind was with you......
bestfriends no matter how many miles away you are.
i'm gunna miss you more than anything.
just remember i love you & we better skype everyday.
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